Salam 'alaik..
Alhamdulillah..its the 1st day in 2013. I did not planned to update this blog because "Its New Year, babe!"..No...Unlike everyone else who posts comments regarding this new year, and some even counted down the moment to enter this new year last night, I spent my night, resting, after my second exam paper. So, basically, I entered this 2013 with no specific plan or mission coming across my mind, at first. But suddenly, some kind of feeling attacked me this morning which forces me to think, "What can I do?"...
What can I do? yes..What is it that I am capable to do? Specifically, as a 'da'ie' in this very long road not taken by most people. It has been some while since I realized my 'da'ie' job. But, only today that I strongly feel that merely joining an 'usrah' and the 'mukhayyam's are just not enough for me. Merely volunteering myself for programmes and exhibitions are simply not enough. I do realize that my 'input' or knowledge in Islam is still not enough compared to my friends and even my usrah'mates'. But, with this very little little thing about Islam that I have inside of me, I need to, have to, give it all out to the people surrounds me.How? That's why the first question came across my mind. What can I do?
While some people are very talented and gifted with powerful ideas on putting things into great sentences, I am not that kind of person. Even my words that I utter are not great words to attract people. But, I really need to do something. I have a lot of imagination happening in my head, I still cannot find the means to make them happen. May this year, I manage to find what I am capable of...insyaAllah..
By the way, I started to grow interest in reading, which is a very good thing for me.Hopefully, it would last this time.
