Sunday, May 20, 2012

Things around this week

Salam 'alaik..

There is nothing much to be told actually...ye ke?ok, first of all, my final exam will be starting very soon.my preparation?just like previous semesters, I make a schedule on what to revise for each day in the month of final exam.And just like before, I still have to drag few chapters to the next day, and the next next day and so on due to my POOR time management..huhu...dear me,when is it that you want to change?

Ok, enough about the exam. I went to two talks by Dr Hafidzi Mohd Noor regarding the issues of the Muslim ummah.I'm so fallen in love with his personality, knowledge and his talks..

Mmmm,what's next? ok, I started to grow interest in my usrah and all this tarbiyyah things.People always get scared of the word 'Tarbiyyah'-just like I used to.. They said that it is like something EXTREME...
NOoooooo...Tarbiyyah is not extreme.It is so 'soft' and calming that I often cried because I got touched by its sweetness...Awwww....


Oh ya,one more thing, someone told me that I am as sweet as DENA BAHRIN...ehem ehem...excuse me?Am I listening the right thing?hahah...ok, honestly, I am not sure either I should be proud and thankful with that or otherwise...maybe I should be hoping for a fairy tale just like what DENA BAHRIN has.. 
Ok my dear ME.Its time to stop wasting your time and push that 'START' button to continue with your revision...enough with the day dreaming...huhu...Dreaming is sooooo ME..

Friday, May 11, 2012

Bicara buku?

Salam 'alaik..
ok, I admit that I should have posted about this long time ago.but, sorry lah....lupa la pulak..since I want to say things about books today, why don't I just include the two things together...hahahh..dasar pemalas!!

First of all, notice the books below?ok, these are the books or things which I bought by my 1Malaysia book coupons sometime in March.I have another RM150 left at that time.Fortunately there was a book fair by MPH at the Convention Centre just beside the Zenith Hotel...whoaahhhh!!!
(we visited the ladies room at the hotel's lobby >_<).
For those who hasn't know me very much yet, books and me, so not a very good couple.revision books,yeah, maybe...but not novels and blahblahblahh...but then, I bought all these..Even though I did begin with some of these, but none has been completed.huhu...so typical me.by the way, I gave some of these to my family members.So, the actual number of MY books is not this much..heheh


 Ok, done with the first story..Next, notice the stack of papers below? These are my textbooks and notes which I really have to finish but I don't.Mind that these do not include the real textbooks-which are not in photocopied forms.gathering all these, I notice that I have learnt soooo much things throughout my 2 years of studies here but how much actually that I have gained and understood as well as practised?insaf... T_T sobsobssss...



so, the lesson here, learn by heart, not just for the sake of exam.learn for the sake of Allah? if I really do, you really do LEARN FOR ALLAH's sake, you would learn by heart and would be able to remember or explain learnt things everytime being asked....take that!! DUSHHHH 

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Save it, Dear..

Salam 'alaik...

Huhu...it has been a while since my last post.I have been tightly bound to responsibilities which need to be settled on time.Actually, having no idea to write in here was part of the reasons..ngeh ngeh ngeh... Currently, I read about this girl, newly wed, with great love story. Or I love to put it as fairy tale..I really hope that I could have such fairy tale as well.But believe it or not, its real.Its nothing fiction but due to its rareness within the community, I label it as fairy tale.Plus, the story is so so soooo sweet.Praying that Allah would help me to apply these;

Girls, protect your dignity,your heart and guys, please protect the girl you love. Please save your love story. Choose someone to marry, not someone for you to only walk around and be happy. 

Sunday, April 22, 2012

"10 Muwasafat Tarbiyyah"...uihh, what’s that?


 That was exactly my first impression when I first heard about it. At first I only thought, “Ahh, another list of things..No need to bother or think so much about it...” But then, after I went through one by one of the points, I realized that they are not ordinary points. They are points with wisdom behind them. Stop being too literature laaa!!! Just say it straightly...Ok ok....

Let me first list the points. They are 
  • Widely knowledgeable
  • True aqidah
  • Excellent akhlaq
  • Good time management
  • True ibadah
  • Organized in all matters
  • Strong and healthy body
  • Independent
  • Resistant to temptations
  • Generous
Notice something great about all these points? They complete us and prepare us in becoming perfect muslims.


Yeah, its right there is no one who is perfect in this world. But it is never wrong to struggle to be one, and instead, it is better to. Remember, hijrah is towards something or becoming someone better!

After knowing the points, I begin to learn for the sake of Allah-even though sometimes my intention deviated T_T ...When I learn something, I would try my best to understand instead of just memorize for exams..Believe me that when we start to understand something, you will grow interest in it..Never and never think that you have no time to learn about fields other that what you are currently in. Everyone has 24 hours per day..Even the sahabah during the Prophet's time too..So, there should be no excuse...

"Winners don't make excuses when the other side plays the game." 
(Quoted from the Suits, Season 1)

So, it is actually all about time management..Show to the people around you, that you have control of your own self...People whose time is not properly managed are weak since they cannot control their own activities. This include control over your 'nafsu' or desires. It is a great feeling once you are able to control yourself from certain desires-the inappropriate ones.  

Allah loves strong muslims over weak ones..This is because a strong muslim can do a lot of great things. Thus, we really need strong selves; not only physically, but also internally-which includes our faith, ibadah and akhlaq. With good moral values and being able to stand on our own feet by not depending on other people-mind that we still have to depend on Allah since all we have right now won't be ours without Allah's will. 

With all these, who can argue that Muslims cannot be perfect? Want to know what I do ever since I learnt the points? I started to challenge myself to do great and new things. I force myself to leave my comfort zone to do things that I won't do before. I leave my ego behind to gain experiences. They are hard, but never be impossible. Allah is in control of everything and as long we struggle for it, insyaAllah He will show us the light.

But, mind you, that often that I lost to my own desires and temptations in my surrounding. Often that feel lazy in my ibadah and studying... T_T...Nah, how weak I am..I am still in my crawling period towards perfectionism as a muslim...May Allah shows me the light, always...