This evening, my mom asked me whether i want to work or not for this holiday..from the way she asked, i could say that she prefers me just staying at home,or the right definition of home here is stf.
if i choose to work,i will be working at jusco since it's the nearest one to my house(which defined here as the one at kota putri).so,of course i will be staying with my big sis at my house.and my bro,he definitely wants to work.then,of course will stay at kota putri also..then,if that so,my mom and my lil sis will be staying at stf just the two of them....which i know my mom doesn't like that idea even though she's the one who suggested the idea...(moms always like that)
ok,back to the conversation..then,i just say that its ok for me either working or not..working is good since i have no experience of working yet which is important for me to apply for jobs in the future.money,is not really the reason for me to work for this holiday..but having some extra pocket money would be nice..of course i don't want to spend my parents' money for shopping...it only makes me feel guilty..about me,not working...hmmmm,i can imagine how boring i will be staying at home,doing stuffs that housewives always do,picking my lil sis from school,prepare the meals,etc...i will not doing it for merely a month or two,but for another 4 months!!but i know,how helpful i will be to my mom if i choose to stay at home..she needs someone to help her,to accompany her...and its time for me to do so within this holiday period.so,once again,i cannot decide my final decision..i'm in dilemma....my bro said,"buat solat istikharah"...then i said,"?????" :)
