its examination period..done already with 2 papers-the "EASY" ones according to others if compared to the next 4.tonight i was planning to finish my revision for biochem at least till lipid n nucleotide metabolisms.tgh dok semangat revise the topic,sampai plak kt 1 part yg x berapa nk clear kt hardcopy notes tu...so,with hopes that i have the softcopy in my laptop,i searched for it...result:i don't have it..since dah buka laptop,why don't jenguk fb for a moment-always like that... -__-
huhu,hanis posted the cam for ungs2040k in Kami Warna-warni group..n although i have expected it before, i never thought that i would be this upset and down.even if i get full marks for the final paper,still i cannot get an A for the paper...huhu...i always thought that ungs papers are the chances for me to get As,like what i've got for ungs2030k last semester.verily, Allah knows what is best for me...maybe if i can easily get good marks for this time,maybe just maybe i would be 'riak'.so He made things this way..to make me return to Him and work harder...
back to the fb part, everyone seems to be upset too about the cam and ystrday's paper.this has made me even more upset about mine.so,i just asked anyone yg tgh online fb at that time to give me an advice that is good enough to make me motivated again...guess what,amal text-ed something to me..
""Dan sungguh, Kami benar2 akn menguji kamu sehingga Kami mengetahui org2 yg benar2 berjihad & bersabar d antara kamu, & akan Kami uji perihal kamu."(Surah Muhammad:31)
And guess what again,amal bg msg tu after i posted that request on fb even though she's not even online..and the verse,really touched my heart so deeply that i cried without realising it....its like Allah made amal to send the msg to me to remind me,to comfort me..Subhanallah....Subhanallah...
Allah rindukan rintihan kita.thanks to amal for reminded me about one more thing,that we often convey our fear,sadness,happiness on fb to others..but actually,it is Allah that is the closest one to us,every second, every hour, everywhere..we can just simply turn to Him and convey it,share our feelings to Him.as He is always with us..i hope this post would be something beneficial for all too as it is to me....wallahualm
#i planned to post about the need to share my feelings to someone,a friend,in here just before i got the message from amal.and suddenly the feeling of loneliness in me was gone and has been replaced with the feeling of syukr and grateful as well as love to Allah,which is what it is supposed to be..thus,the post turned out to be about this miracle from Allah... :)
