Bismillah..
I was surprised by myself that I still remember the existence of this blog.
How long it has been?
I was surprised by myself that I have been this far...'hanyut'...
How long it has been?
I am too occupied to prove myself to the world...yang sebenarnya hanya sia-sia...when I fail to highlight myself to The Almighty.
How long it has been?
I am too eager to be seen by people..yang sebenarnya tidak memandang pun..when I am nothing to Him.
How long it has been?
Apabila ditanya, Tidak, tidak, saya tak mengejar dunia, nama, pangkat, harta.
Tapi sebenarnya, hati ini telah dikaburi oleh semua itu.
This is the moment,
when I miss the old me, that feeling, that conscience and positivism I used to have.
Alhamdulillah, hati ini masih terdetik untuk berubah.